Hebrew · Midrash Rabbah (Hebrew, Torat Emet)וַיֹּאמֶר אֱלֹהִים אֶל יַעֲקֹב קוּם עֲלֵה בֵּית אֵל (בראשית לה, א), (משלי ל, לב): אִם נָבַלְתָּ בְהִתְנַשֵּׂא וְאִם זַמּוֹתָ יָד לְפֶה, בֶּן עַזַּאי וְרַבִּי עֲקִיבָא, בֶּן עַזַּאי אוֹמֵר אִם נִבַלְתָּ עַצְמְךָ בְּדִבְרֵי תוֹרָה סוֹפְךָ לְהִתְנַשֵּׂא בָהֶם, וְאִם זַמּוֹתָ יָד לְפֶה, אִם נִזְדַּמְּמוּ אַחֲרֶיךָ דְּבָרִים יָד לְפֶה, חַד יָדַע תְּרֵין לָא יָדְעִין. רַבִּי עֲקִיבָא אָמַר מִי גָרַם לְךָ לְהִתְנַבֵּל בְּדִבְרֵי תוֹרָה עַל יְדֵי שֶׁנִּשֵּׂאתָ אֶת עַצְמְךָ בְּהוֹן. רַבֵּינוּ הֲוָה עָבַר עַל סֵימוֹנְיָא וְיָצְאוּ אַנְשֵׁי סֵימוֹנְיָא לִקְרָאתוֹ, אָמְרוּ לוֹ רַבִּי תֵּן לָנוּ אָדָם אֶחָד שֶׁיְהֵא מַקְרֵא אוֹתָנוּ וְשׁוֹנֶה אוֹתָנוּ וְדָן אֶת דִּינֵנוּ, נָתַן לָהֶם רַבִּי לֵוִי בַּר סִיסִי וְעָשׂוּ לוֹ בִּימָה גְדוֹלָה וְהוֹשִׁיבוּ אוֹתוֹ לְמַעְלָה מִמֶּנָּהּ, נִתְעַלְּמָה דִּבְרֵי תוֹרָה מִפִּיו, שָׁאֲלוּ אוֹתוֹ שְׁלשָׁה שְׁאֵלוֹת, אָמְרוּ לוֹ, גִּדֶּמֶת יְבָמָה הֵיאךְ חוֹלֶצֶת, וְלֹא הֱשִׁיבָן, רָקְקָה דַּם מַהוּ, וְלֹא הֱשִׁיבָן כְּלוּם, אָמְרוּ דִּלְמָא דְּלֵית בַּר אוּלְפַן בַּר אַגָדָה הוּא, נִשְׁאֲלֵיהּ קְרָאֵי, אֲמָרוּן לֵיהּ מַהוּ דֵין דִּכְתִיב (דניאל י, כא): אֶת הָרָשׁוּם בִּכְתָב אֱמֶת, אִם אֱמֶת לָמָּה רָשׁוּם וְאִם רָשׁוּם לָמָּה אֱמֶת, וְלֹא הֱשִׁיבָן, וְכֵיוָן שֶׁרָאָה שֶׁצָּרָתוֹ צָרָה הִשְׁכִּים בַּבֹּקֶר וְהָלַךְ לוֹ אֵצֶל רַבֵּנוּ, אָמַר לֵיהּ מָה עֲבָדוּן לָךְ אַנְשֵׁי סֵימוֹנְיָא, אָמַר לוֹ אַל תַּזְכִּירֵנִי צָרָתִי, שְׁלשָׁה שְׁאֵלוֹת שָׁאֲלוּ אוֹתִי וְלֹא יָכֹלְתִּי לַהֲשִׁיבָן. אֲמַר לֵיהּ וּמָה אִינוּן, אָמַר לוֹ גִּדֶּמֶת בַּמֶּה הִיא חוֹלֶצֶת, אָמַר לוֹ וְהָא לֹא הָיִיתָ יוֹדֵעַ לְהָשִׁיב, אֲמַר לֵיהּ אֵין אֲפִלּוּ בְּשִׁנֶּיהָ אֲפִלּוּ בְּגוּפָהּ. רָקְקָה דַם מַהוּ, אָמַר לוֹ וְלֹא הָיִיתָ יוֹדֵעַ מַה לְּהָשִׁיב, אָמַר לוֹ אִם הָיָה בּוֹ צַחְצוּחִית שֶׁל רֹק הֲרֵי הוּא כָּשֵׁר וְאִם לָאו הֲרֵי זֶה פָּסוּל. אֲבָל אַגִּיד לְךָ אֶת הָרָשׁוּם בִּכְתַב אֱמֶת, אִם אֱמֶת לָמָּה רָשׁוּם וְאִם רָשׁוּם לָמָּה אֱמֶת, אָמַר לוֹ וְלֹא הָיִיתָ יוֹדֵעַ לְהָשִׁיב, אָמַר לוֹ רָשׁוּם עַד שֶׁלֹא נִגְזְרָה גְזֵרָה, אֱמֶת מִשֶּׁנִּגְזְרָה גְזֵרָה, וּמָה הוּא, חוֹתָמוֹ שֶׁל הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא. רַבֵּנוּ בְּשֵׁם רַבִּי רְאוּבֵן אָמַר אֱמֶת, מַהוּ אֱמֶת, אָמַר רֵישׁ לָקִישׁ אָלֶ"ף בְּרֹאשָׁן שֶׁל אוֹתִיּוֹת, מ"ם בָּאֶמְצַע, תי"ו בַּסּוֹף, וְעַל שֵׁם (ישעיה מד, ו): אֲנִי רִאשׁוֹן וַאֲנִי אַחֲרוֹן וגו'. אָמַר לוֹ וְלָמָּה לֹא הֲשִׁיבוֹתָ אוֹתָן כְּשֵׁם שֶׁהֲשִׁיבוֹתָ אוֹתִי, אָמַר לֵיהּ עָשׂוּ לִי בִּימָה גְדוֹלָה וְהוֹשִׁיבוּ אוֹתִי עָלֶיהָ לְמַעְלָה הֵימֶנָּהּ, וּטְפַת רוּחִי עָלַי וְנִתְעַלְּמוּ מִמֶּנִּי דִבְרֵי תוֹרָה, וְקָרָא עָלָיו הַמִּקְרָא הַזֶּה: אִם נָבַלְתָּ בְהִתְנַשֵּׂא. אָמַר רַבִּי אַבָּא בַּר כַּהֲנָא אִם חָשַׁבְתָּ בְּלִבְּךָ דְּבַר מִצְוָה לַעֲשׂוֹת וְלֹא עָשִׂיתָ נוֹחַ לְךָ לִתֵּן זָמָם עַל פִּיךָ וְלֹא לִפְסֹק. אָמַר רַבִּי יוּדָן מַה יָּדְךָ סְמוּכָה לְפִיךָ כֵּן יִהְיֶה נִדְרְךָ סָמוּךְ לְפִיךָ. רַבָּנָן אָמְרֵי מַה יָּדְךָ קֹדֶם לְפִיךָ כֵּן יִהְיֶה נִדְרְךָ קֹדֶם לְפִיךָ. תֵּדַע לְךָ שֶׁכֵּן שֶׁהֲרֵי אָבִינוּ יַעֲקֹב עַל יְדֵי שֶׁאִחֵר נִדְרוֹ נִתְבַּקְּרָה פִּנְקָסוֹ, שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר: וַיֹּאמֶר אֱלֹהִים אֶל יַעֲקֹב קוּם עֲלֵה בֵּית אֵל וְשֶׁב שָׁם וַעֲשֵׂה שָׁם מִזְבֵּחַ, אָמַר רַבִּי אַבָּא בַּר כַּהֲנָא בִּשְׁעַת עָקְתָא נִדְרָא בִּשְׁעַת רַוְחָא שִׁטְפָא. אָמַר רַבִּי לֵוִי מְהוּלְתָךְ חַרְשָׁה אַקֵּשׁ עֲלָהּ. אָמַר לוֹ הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא, יַעֲקֹב, שָׁכַחְתָּ נִדְרְךָ, קוּם עֲלֵה בֵית אֵל, לְבֵיתוֹ שֶׁל אֵל, וַעֲשֵׂה שָׁם מִזְבֵּחַ לָאֵל הַנִּרְאֶה אֵלֶיךָ, וְאִם אֵין אַתְּ עוֹשֶׂה כֵּן הֲרֵי אַתְּ כְּעֵשָׂו, מַה עֵשָׂו נוֹדֵר וְאֵינוֹ מְקַיֵּם אַף אַתְּ נוֹדֵר וְאֵינְךָ מְקַיֵּם.
English · The Sefaria Midrash Rabbah (2022)“God said to Jacob: Arise, ascend to Beit El.” “If you were demeaned, it is due to arrogance [behitnaseh]; if you conspired [zamota], put hand to mouth” (Proverbs 30:32). Ben Azzai and Rabbi Akiva, Ben Azzai says: If you demean yourself for matters of Torah, ultimately, you will be exalted [lehitnaseh] through them. If [others] conspired to slander you, place hand to mouth; one knows, two do not know. Rabbi Akiva says: What caused you to be demeaned in matters of Torah? It is because you exalted yourself through them.
Rabbeinu was passing through Simoneya and the people of Simoneya went out to greet him. They said to him: ‘Rabbi, provide us with someone who will teach us Bible, teach us Mishna, and adjudicate our trials.’ He provided them with Rabbi Levi bar Sisi. They built a large platform and seated him upon it, but he was unable to articulate matters of Torah. They asked him three questions. They said to him: ‘A yevama without an arm, how does she perform ḥalitza?’ He did not answer them. ‘If she spit blood, what is the law?’ He did not answer them at all. They said: ‘Perhaps he is not expert in Talmud, but, he is expert in aggada. Let us ask him verses.’ They said to him: ‘What is [the meaning of] that which is written: “However, I will tell you] what is recorded in the script of truth”? (Daniel 10:21). If truth, why recorded, and if recorded, why truth?’ He did not answer them.
When he saw his own great distress, he awoke early in the morning and went to Rabbeinu. [Rabbeinu] said to him: ‘What did the people of Simoneya do to you?’ He said to him: ‘Do not remind me of my distress. They asked me three questions and I was unable to answer them.’ He said to him: ‘What are they?’ He said to him: ‘A woman without an arm, how does she perform ḥalitza?’ He said to him: ‘Did you not know how to answer?’ He said to him: ‘Yes, [I know the answer, she may perform ḥalitza] even with her teeth, and even with her body.’ [He told Rabbeinu the second question:] ‘If she spits blood, what is the law?’ He said to him: ‘Did you not know how to answer?’ He said to him: ‘[I know the answer,] even if there was a scintilla of spittle in it, it is valid, but if not, it is not valid.’ [He told Rabbeinu the third question:] ‘“However, I will tell you what is recorded in the script of truth” (Daniel 10:21). If truth, why recorded, and if recorded, why truth?’ He said to him: ‘Did you not know how to answer?’ He said to him: ‘It is recorded before the edict has been decreed; it is truth after the edict has been decreed. What is the seal of the Holy One blessed be He? Rabbeinu said in the name of Rabbi Reuven: Truth [emet]. What is emet? Reish Lakish said: Alef is the first of the letters, mem in the middle, tav at the end, based on the verse: “I am first and I am last…”’ (Isaiah 44:6). [Rabbeinu] said to him: ‘Why did you not answer them as you answered me?’ He said to him: ‘They prepared a great platform and seated me upon it. I became arrogant and I was unable to articulate matters of Torah.’ This verse was read in his regard: “If you were demeaned, it is due to arrogance” (Proverbs 30:32).
Rabbi Abba bar Kahana said: If you thought in your heart to perform a mitzva, but you did not perform it, it would have been preferable for you to place a muzzle on your mouth and not articulate it. Rabbi Yudan said: Just as your hand is adjacent to your mouth, so, [the fulfillment of] your vow should be adjacent to your mouth. The Rabbis say: Just as your hand precedes your mouth, so, your vow should be before your mouth.
Know that it is so, as Jacob our patriarch, because he delayed his vow, his ledger was scrutinized, as it is stated: “God said to Jacob: Arise, ascend to Beit El, and settle there, and make there an altar” (Genesis 35:1). Rabbi Abba bar Kahana said: In times of trouble – a vow; in times of relief – it is swept away. Rabbi Levi said: When your sieve is blocked, bang on it. The Holy One blessed be He said to him: ‘Jacob, you have forgotten your vow: “Arise, ascend to Beit El” – to the house of God [beit El], “and make there an altar to the God who appeared to you [when you fled from Esau your brother],” and if you do not do so, you are like Esau. Just as Esau vows and does not fulfill, so, you vow and do not fulfill.’